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Oh Lord, save me from the darkness, make my feet run faster than my evil enemies and reach Your gates of Mercy before they get to me.

May your sword be the one to cut me open because from Your hand and blade of steel only light will emerge from me. 


My enemies are filthy and empty and carry death and darkness on their back, a tiny knife in their hands can put me to eternal death.


Your Kingdom is Life and where I find rest, and in your arms I mature like fruits from a seed, because Your love waters me and feeds me and Your care grows my Soul  bigger.


God, you are my only safe place, and when my eyes are shut by fear I run and stumble towards your gates begging for Mercy.


God you are my only safe place and when the night rises I need the protection of your strong walls and towers.

Allow me, your servant and disciple, to enter Your Kingdom, I bring you all of myself as I run and leave the wicked behind. 


Mold me, oh Lord, into your likeness. Fill me with Your Truth so I can bring what you formed me into, and only this, to those relentless, hungry enemies of mine and overcome them as they merit.


For they are nothing compared to Your Greatness and You can make them vanish like dust in the wind, like a drop of black paint in Your eternal rivers of Light.


I am here, oh Lord, Your feet are where I want to kneel onto and live forever as I know my enemies cannot follow me at the feet of Your Throne. They don't have the strength to even glimpse at you. 


They are wicked, empty cowards, sly liars who can only thrive in darkness and cold, whereas You, my Lord, bring me Light and Warmth, Solace and Wholeness.


You Are, my God, the bridge for the right path, the road on which I walk upon and be the fruit of Your seed.

It is Your Light. It is Your Truth. It is You who make me Grow and Shine in Your Name only.


I kneel under your wing, please Lord, give me Your strength, Your eyes to see the World in Truth, Your ears to hear the world in Truth, Your energy to walk the world only in Truth.


Give me all that You are so I can share it with all of my friends and bring You, and only You, amongst them.

I am yours and only yours my Lord, please never let me go again.

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